AAAGH

It's OK, just a bit of pent-up frustration.

It kind of always happens this time of year, with less sleep and regimens of forced socialization that, though fun, are very draining.

And, of course, I have a personal issue to pick at which will bear the brunt of the blame. Of course.

I don't know. I guess I just feel like I'm doing it wrong. Everything tells me this should work and yet...it isn't.

I don't know. There's too much going on right now, with orientation and classes starting and then rush...I should focus on everything else.

I guess I just feel defeated, and this always, always happens. Yet somehow I never pick up on what I need to change...or it's something different each time.

I'm also impatient. It doesn't help either.