What a Ride

I am at a complete loss for words.
If I said this was a rare occurence I may be lying (at least in the blog context), but I do tend to be a bit on the verbose side.
On one hand, I got something very important off my chest, that had been there for a very long time.
On the other hand, I've kind of opened a Pandora's Box of "Nuclear Emotional Meltdown" in the process. I haven't done that since...well, senior year of high school.
It's a unique position to be in, this one I am. And one may say that I'm bundling a large quantity of trouble on myself.
But I couldn't see there being anywhere better than where I am. And I'd like to believe that says something.