*(Insert a noise that would equate emotionally to hitting shit with an aluminum baseball bat)*

Oh my dear God.
I am so frustrated with my self right now.
I am running out of time.
Everyone and their mother sees it.
And I'm having so much fucking trouble doing something about it.
Fuck. This. Shit.



Dammit, it was so much easier when I had no chance. Then at least I could blame someone else for fucing it up.